39.

I had my 39th birthday a few weeks back. Honestly, I was super excited to turn 39. I was just so excited for my birthday this year for no reason in particular. I think I just felt so good so I knew it was going to be a good day. The girls made me breakfast in bed. Ryan left notes all over the house for me and sent me flowers in the afternoon. Tamara brought me homemade sourdough donut holes, my niece's baked me a cake and gave me little gifts. I got a gift card from my in-laws to my favourite store, tons of well wishes, and so much love. My night ended with a nice face time visit with my besties. It literally was the perfect day and the most beautiful birthday ever.

Here is my journal entry from the day before my birthday that I want to share.

"Tomorrow is my birthday! I haven't been this excited for my birthday in such a long time. I'm just so happy to turn 39. I'm so excited for this year and what my last year of my thirties will bring. I have loved my thirties so much. Definitely my best decade yet. I really started to learn how to let go of the idea of perfection, to open my heart to new possibilities, and self care became so important to me. Leaving religion and focusing more on spirituality was the best gift I have given myself. These last 10 years I have had so much growth in realizing who I am and what I want, and has been filled with so many a-ha moments."

So, 39...lets make this epic.